too easy.

so this intended post. was to be made last night.. but whilst coming up with ideas to write about.. those ideas, became my dreams. but now that i am wake this fine mother's day morning, i wish to post to cover up the past few days. now.. my memory has been particularly bad these past few weeks. normally when recalling a day. i could easily start from when i woke up, to the moment before i started typing the very same post. where this ability has gone.. i have not a clue. perhaps it is of my own fault. caring less and less of the blog itself. and more and more of nothing else. and merely becoming a sort of pit. now usually people do not want to become pits of any sort. and this holds true to me. i really want to better myself. but do not know how to go about it. i feel hypocritical when i find myself waiting for the summer, thinking that a huge change will occur. but i know that when the first day of summer comes rolling out.. i will be in bed.. just as lazy and stupid as before, if i do not do anything about it. now that's that. and on to the daily events.

the very first day that i intended to write a blog but that plan fell through.. i had already written out an outline of what i wanted to cover that post. and i shall hopefully do it justice. sooo, i had my first tsa meeting since states, and mr. norman did not make finalist for teacher of the year, which means my adviser can stay a teacher at treasure coast high school, and bring people to nationals and continue tsa next year. also we will be having an end of the year party for tsa. $10 unlimited food. too bad it is at a mets game.
also in light of mother's day.. i guess it is more appropriate to say now.. that i have learned so much from my mom, and she gives more than she takes 100 fold. she taught me a valuable lesson and i hope i never forget it when i am in need.
i failed my history quiz.. 68.
eilene has finished her ib exam! this year she took chemistry ii, and on thursday and friday she took the exam (kinda like ap test) and will find out the results later.
i have not played the xbox in the longest while.. and because of that i plugged it in and played it for about two minutes...

and skip a few days..
now yesterday!
i woke up.. ate some lunch (skipped breakfast) and had to clean up my room and house.. because.. my grandma is coming to visit! along with some aunts and uncles too. they should be coming here next friday, so the clean up time is this weekend. my room look better than it did before. but still.... not so good. i downloaded and watched sweeney todd yesterday and although a good movie.. not of my tastes.. then after a few normal-ish events around the later part of the night i was looking for a new wallpaper at.. http://wwww.socwall.com/ and got... this..
yup tis the hotness of hayden panettiere!
and and, even took part in another game of poker with my best buds..

by the end of it all, the game was really quick. and before i fell asleep, i was talking to anna. and just to her. i hope we can both change. for the better.