hidden messages and prom dresses.

this day had another late start. woke up around 1 00pm ish. and its even 1 31am now. eventually i ate lunch two hours later and got on the computer for a bit. i did not use the xbox today, mostly because i felt a little guilty that i was using it a lot lately.
online i was talking to a few people which included.. jenn! we finally found sometime to talk to each other. on her side she was helping one of her friend's pick out prom dresses. naturally i got picked up in the fray and jenn picked out a dresses for me. (sent the pictures over google talk.) and i toally think that this one suit me.. don't you think?

anyways.. it was good to talk to her after a while. also i finished up (got to most recent chapter) of a few mangas that i am reading. which are.. negima, pastel, and one piece. they all sure did take many hours and dollars from me..



and.. good night. (1 49am)

water, water everywhere.

today i went to the hospital to visit family. he is doing better than from what my mom told me a few days ago. i will not go into detail.

woke up earlier than normal at 7 00am and did not get home till around 6 00pm from what i can remember. played a bit more of project gotham. and then.. went online.

i hate that i nearly had the chance to talk to jenn again. she even sent me a voicemail. but "gah!" to me for missing it. i checked my facebook and email before signing on to aim (google talk was already on) and talking to a bunch of people. eventually it dwindled down to just billy and rachael. and me and billy played a round of poker before he had to goto sleep for school tomorrow. and as of now it is just me and rachael talking about whatever comes up. then eventually it will be just me and dreamland.

before i played a round of poker, i could hear thunder outside. so i asked rachael if she wanted to head outside because she said that she felt guilty being on the computer during spring break. (which i was also feeling a bit of that guilt.) then this conversation took place.

me: if you go outside then..
me: i will too
me: :D
rachael: to do .. what exactly?
me: hmm.. i havent arrived at that answer yet..
me: but i fear that reasons will hold me back.
rachael: ah
rachael: okay lets do it
rachael: ready set go
me: are you heading out now?
rachael (11:37:52 PM): yes i am

i turned on the shower, to hide my noise of going outside. then because my room is connected to the bathroom which is connected to the guest room, i locked everything except my room. the house is alarmed with an alarm on the doors and windows of my house. so if i went through the front door it would make a "beep beep" noise. miraculously one of the few windows that does not have the alarm on it is also the only window without a screen on it. so with the shower on.. the doors locked and my mind set on doing nothing outside at 11 37pm at night.. i opened the windows and went out. sadly it was not raining when i went out.. but i did go to the front lawn just to sit out and about for a little while. above the guest room window is a motion sensor light outside. so when i left the window.. it freaked me out a little bit. my activities consisted of laying down on my back looking up at the stars/ at the lightning lit sky. after a few minutes i forgot to shut the window i left out of.. and i ran back to make sure no bugs would get inside. after i got back to the grass in the front.. i sat pretzel shaped for a few more minutes and had the sudden urge to do some handstands. i do not think i did very well with those or the kart wheels but it was fun to just go outside and be just a little bit more free in grass. eventually came back inside at 11 51pm.

adieu. (2 08am)

the skill of skipping.

so yesterday i did not get around to posting because i was stuck on the xbox till many hours into the night. and when i was finished i was dead tired.

thursday
i dont remember when i woke up.. but around 2 00pm is when i started to get ready for tyler's birthday party. then i played around with xmen legends 2: rise of apocalypse. which i finished today by the way.. being the first full day of my spring break and all, i was eager to goto tyler's house but no so eager to leave at such an earlier time. (it was from 4 30 to 9 00 so i guess it was more of the total time then ending time) nick's mom drove nick and me to tyler's house and on the way there we messed around with the rubix cube. i was a little unprepared before the trip over there though. when nick got at my house i didnt know whether or not to bring my swimming trunks. kim was bringing her's and so was nick.. i got that and a belt and then we were on our way. (not chronological order.. just as everything comes to mind) the present i got tyler was rat race and a big hovercraft balloon pizza. plus an extra hadtosay.com message.
when we got there.. i met tyler's sister and husband plus their kids. and played a game called four square. it was a game on g.a.s way back when. but i didnt even remember anything. i eventually ended up in the pool. all by my lonesome at first too. everyone else thought it was cold. and nick thought it was freezing cold. and it was cold. all pools are like that when you first hop in. since i was longest in.. i got use to the temperature fastest too. when nick got in, he jumped in. and forced me underwater, it is just like him.. to make that entrance! but all was well as kim and alex arrived while i was in the pool and the activities that took place in the pool was.. torturing nick with water because of his inability to cope with temperature change, using kim as a shoulder mounted weapon, and some swimming about.
after we got changed into dry clothes, the family and friends joined together in singing a happy birthday to tyler. then some ice cream cake (one of God's gifts to man) and pizza (was there already, but i did not want to get out of pool to enjoy it) and the opening of gifts. the giant pizza hovercraft balloon was defiantly more trouble than intended. it took five ib sophomores and a bike pump to fill it up. by the end of it.. when it was moderately full, we did not even wait for it to be completely full to go and use it outside. we played around with it for a bit and went back inside. then everyone started to leave..

when i got home, i played on the xbox till i almost fell asleep playing it. and only just finished the game today too.

which brings me to my next topic. today.
mostly gaming and then some pizza, then more gaming, then digging out tapioca roots from the backyard, then getting ready for dinner and dinner itself, and then sam's club where i looked at some stuff and eventually got a book that i have been wanting for about a year-ish now, but did not find a strong want or need for it. the dangerous book for boys. lots of random info. how to built a paper airplane (properly), famous battles, knots, types of fish, how to play poker, info on fifty states, and lots more. then when i got home beat xmen legends 2: rise of apocalypse.

adieu. (2 43am)

sleep! i choose you!

another post that lacks in content. but now with included pictures!
yay....
spring break!
tyler's party tomorrow!
tsa!
life!
lolcat!

pictures will not make sense unless you went to recommended sites a few posts ago.
hazzah for ceiling cat!

choices. the path less traveled by.

tis 2 41am.

good night.

dam up the flood, and start anew.

today in school, was my first time wearing shorts this year. i did also wear shorts once last year, but now that pearline helped me actually pick out some clothes (shorts and jeans) i am going to wear those now. so hopefully it will be on a week rotation when i will wear my shorts.

surprisingly i got a lot of negative feedback from people. i guess it is just not normal to see me in that sort of attire. oh well.. dealing with it is a good idea.

for after school stuff, there is a chemistry test tomorrow, along with english text-marking and essay due wednesday. the text-marking is officially done now though.. i also forgot about the congressional award meeting after school today. darn, i wanted to get some info for it, and i still want to register.

now i am getting ultra sleepy as of now. so ill wrap this up with a short list.
got home, went on computer, took shower, played x-men legends two for xbox, then made rice and went back online to eventually start the homework (text-marking).

also for those that have time on their hands.. or like my taste in comedy.
http://icanhascheezburger.com/ and only after reading though a lot of these.. should/could you go to.. http://www.lolcatbible.com/ i love genesis 1, pearline should do a voice recording of how she says all of it.

then after that.. now you can look at this picture!
oh wait.. i am too lazy right now.. sleep time. check back tomorrow.

back.. from outa space!

this post is short because it is made at 1 42am after studying for some english.
doing some chem homework.
catching up with friends.
using gmail, facebook, deviantart, lifehacker, and google.

this morning pearline left around 7 41am. it didnt hit me until about an hour ago how sad i was to have her gone again. the moment was getting a cup of pepsi to keep me awake and on the way to the kitchen walking past the guest room where she said, and seeing it empty.

so many things to type, and so slow of a typing speed. as of right now. im probably typing at a speed close to 40 wpm. not cool man.. id rather be typing at least 70 average.

adieu.

wait.. another overview.

it's past the time of no return. i am posting after 12 00am again so i need to quicken this up.

went to tsa today, actually worked on my practice plane. (before final one)
havent read my email, facebook, or friends' blog in ages. need to separate some good ol' time for that.
saw wallace and gromit: curse of the wererabbit with pearline. now i want to see meet joe black (no connection between movies)
tomorrow directly after school i am going to be rushing to go fund raise at a mets game again. i wish my time with my sister wasnt spent so much.. without my sister. curse my horrible time organization skills.

soooo..

i am still in process of reading blogs, and i havent read any of today's post as of now. i need to find time to do that. instead of recapping what i had down in the other post.. ill only talk of today's events.

waking up was a hassle since i was a little low on sleep, but i did get up as a normal day would show. today when i got to school, i headed to where i usually stay in the morning which is.. next to kim, tyler, nick, and when he comes in.. alex. the rag-tag group of friends that have many more things in common than a list could show. i want to have a picture of the five of us, and that might be possible next week when we celebrate tyler's birthday. i havent exactly come up with an exact idea of what i want to give tyler. it has been thought of already and it's going to be homemade. then after morning, i went into my first period spanish class. i was a little bit behind because we had not had an actual spanish class for a good week or so. getting back into that mind was difficult and i do not think i fully reached it until i finished my spanish homework only moments ago.

my history essay project was turned in second period, and after a brief mentioning of what we should have covered.. i felt like i fell short in too many areas. not good, history is not doing bad.. but i might have a 'b' or borderline 'a' without the essay. and with it.. i do not even want to suppose. my third period has once again reclined into its dull lull of an hour. i tend to enjoy more of my academic classes now, over drama. forth period chemistry has now officially gone down a notch on the scale. we have moved seats that are assigned for the rest of the year. usually i sit next to nick and that helps out socially and academically too. but now i am in a table of people id rather not sit with. fifth period english is always eventful, in that the people and teacher actually have constructive (for the most part) interaction. also my english class is taught differently than the other classes, which i hope is to my advantage. then math and music tech followed the day.

when i got home, pearline was sleeping and i did also eventually fall asleep until somewhere in the ball park of.. 6 00pm. dinner soon followed with a viewing of a few dance crews performing for a show. (go JabbaWockeeZ)

homework then jalapeno poppers from pearline and now sleep.

more filler.

checking blogs.. just had to say though... pearline is a wicked cool sister... yeah!

and i was pitched today.. because it's saint patrick's day! even when i didnt know that i was getting pinched..

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this is not a actual post.. but something so that i do not forget what to write later.

homework
brazee essay
english planning
math textbook

blog
friday-manga, lost day(cant remember anything)
sat-wake up at 9 but not till 10, fund raising at walmart. then pearline came during fund raising. kim and frank came. kim stay till 9. played halo with kim and eilene then we had kebobs pearline wake up. fire outside. then mortal kombat. read pastel till 3 33am
sun-fund raising again. went to sears, then mall, then game stop where pearline got me xbox games, gamestop card w/ magizine substription and a controller for christmas/birthday. got home.. showed daddy pearline's new watch, ate dinner. played halo, new controller doesnt work. play racing game. then mommy and daddy play racing game. fun to watch... play xmen. then laundry. then little of homework. and blog reminder.

notes
chap66 pastel
upload pictures
jetblue skymiles signup
read blogs of friends
homework

minute details.

so for the first post that i did miss. i had a list of things that i wanted to list out and talk about. but i got pissed and fell alseep before getting to the blog post. the next day i was drowsy and laying on my bed. i computer was there and i just didnt think that the post that day was worth it. i was planning to write in it.. just a little paragraph but never got to do that. and now it is thursday and the days of this week have gone by too slowly. perhaps a good poetic line would fit well that would describe how i feel about wasting time and the guilt i get from actually doing the wasting. but maybe an explaination of the intended line will suffice?

at this point i might seem a bit crazy in my thoughts and words. i accidentally used the undo function in this blogger post. by coincidence it also does not allow me to use the redo function. and with the small little things everywhere that have come up and stopped me from blogging from a few minutes to a day or two, i am begining to think that something does not want me to blog. but here i am, blogging away. my entire paragraph on tuesday was deleted by the above error and all that was mentioned was of my still unfinished homework (history essay, english work). actually now that i think of it.. that is all i wrote of that day. at fifth period i was shown something that i do want to be enthusiastic about. the congressional award. i will not go through was it requires and the things i are testing my nerves about it. but what i will say.. is that is it an extra chance for me to get out of florida for my college. my logic goes as follows: if i get a metal from congress.. other schools will want me. my logic also falls short because if other colleges want me.. then the ones that i am getting all this support from florida to go to.. will also be more appealing to the side of expenses. on tuesday i also wanted to talk about the story that i am planning to write with a few of my friends the group of people that we have deemed as "cinco de amigos" ! i want some progression going on if everyone says it is a go. alex is hard to get a hold of online. that really sucks. after school i went biking and roller blading. roller blading on a bumpy surface will kill your feet. it sure as heck did mine. i could only roller blade on one street in the area. eventually i got tired and went home. over the past days i have also been reading manga online. i finished dears, and working on pastel.

this day today will go unnoticed by many because at the moment my brain refuses to give me access to these memories. all i remember is going outside to take a few more pictures. im slowing running out of subjects. ill have to upload those later. also among the days i was missing.. i played chess with billy. not a good game for me. and the second time we played.. it was a speed round.. and i was around two seconds away from clicking the final move... but i lost. it was so close to the timer that at the end of the game billy even thought that i won.

i remember the last time that i mentioned a girlfriend possiblity.. that my older sister pearline made a funny protective comment on it. and while talking to anna.. i came up with.. something that i hope makes more sense than the poo above here. i had asked her.. about me getting a girlfriend and how i do or did like someone but they were more or less emotionally taken. and while cleverly leading me.. i said.. that even if i want it. i wont get it unless i take a step foward. but that i am taking too many steps forward right now with other things. and if i do that, take too many steps that is.. then i'll trip and fall. so there is not anyone right now. but i'll just go with the flow for now.. and when i do get solid footing then i'll think about it.

pearline is coming on saterday!
from the fifthteenth to the twenty-third. oh man, i wish i was not in school or busy at all. i have tsa stuff to do while on my free time with her here. which makes me sad.

all the important things.

just to go over today's events.. this morning we cut it really close to getting to the bus stop. but so far havent missed a day. and at school for second period i took a history quiz that i didnt feel so happy about.. then to fourth period where we did a lab with acids and bases/ color indications. all the way to sixth period where i got my test back. i missed one or two and got a bit taken off for some of the questions but when is it all said and done.. i got a 119. oh yes. no typo. now the math for that doesnt workout so well.. originally i got a 95. plus ten points from a paper thing that my math teacher gave me for my birthday. and plus another nine points to everyone because of some of the confusing questions. and i should have gotten a 114. but oh well.

i was eagar to sleep when i got home because last night i also didnt sleep till 2 00am. bad habits that need to die off...
no homework this week but a history essay project and english text marking till chapter ten all due friday. and the reason being.. is fcat stuff. this year i take it for math and reading. kinda like the mcas but for florida.

also today i made a new blog site.. but its subject is very different than this one. the first post is only for me to pitch ideas to the intended persons. take a look at it and tell me what you think.
http://cincodeamigos.blogspot.com

p.s. the post title does not describe the post.. but something else. and i probably wont even remember what im talking about tomorrow. but it is important to my mindset.

vavoom.. rooom....scrreeecch, areeeee... hurrrr. full circle.

the alarm is set for 8 00am. i stayed up doing various things until close to 2 00am and yet the clock still didnt change yet. so the mystery of when the clock on my phone changes is not unlike that of santa! no matter how hard you try.. youll never see him.. unless you're cool like me and know him personally. the reason it was originally set for 8 00am was because today i had a mets game concession stand to work at for tsa. i went over to eilene's room to wake her up.. and i thought i did.. but an hour later.. my mom finds me and eilene still sleeping.. now i know i fell asleep.. but i thought at least eilene had enough sleep to at least wake up.. but waking up at nine when you need to go somewhere at 10.. isnt such a good idea. we did get there maybe a few minutes early though.

set up the places, we had two of then to work behind the counter, we preparing all the food, cleaning up the stations with various activities which i wont discredit any by not mentioning any at all.. and all geting into the dress code.. navy blue shirt and some good ol' pants. i wish someone had a camera..

everthing got started at eleven. my job consisted of.. knowing where everingthing was.. and how to get to it.. and getting it. i got free drinks all day, which was good.. realllly good. i love iced tea. and mountain dew. ohhhh! and one free hotdog. plus a ten minute break. everytime someone put any amount of money into the donation jars for tsa.. everyone on that side cheered! i can honestly say that i cheered my lungs out.. but put them back in.. for the prospet of more free soda. the cleaning up process wasnt so bad either, i mopped up the floor while kim squeegeed it. at the end of it all.. we got free fries too. i covered mine with cheese from the nacho machine. also a few minutes after that.. we find out that they were going to throw out all the extra hotdogs and burgers. but we thankfully took that off their hands. i had a few more hotdogs.. said bye to everyone, and left to go home.

i slept a few hours.. waking up to eilene nudging at me saying that kim is on the phone. i cant exactly remember how long the conversation was.. probably only a few minutes but i could list off the topics that we talked about.. so that proof i was mostly dead, and not all dead. the next three activities of the days were... history essay, laundry, and dishes. i never got around to doing the dishes.. which would have sucked because i lost a bit of skin on my thumb and the water would have stung. the laundry is in the dryer.. and another load is unfolded in my basket. however.. the essay is finished and ready to kick butt.

quixotic realist.

i woke up around twelve today intending to work all day. i have two history essays to write along with english work. sunday is usually homework day.. but i have mets stadium fund raising to do. in the morning i ate lunch and had a jump start on my online activities. no one was home because they were dropping eilene off at the manatee center. mostly bored.. i did try the brain game another time.. and failed quite horribly. then when my parents did come home, it was short and after a bit they left again to pick her back up. they came home and i took a shower..

the above passage is quite the dull one. afterwards though i when outside and the following pictures are from then..

pacman, anvils, and escape plans.

the day itself was not short. in fact, it is of something worth mentioning. but my brain capaticy at this point is quite lacking.

the biggest part of the day is when people came over to work on the tsa project. i might have to elebrate tomorrow when i can remember what happened.

i was planing to sleep sooner rather than later. but i sent an instant message to rachael and she just is a good motivator to stay awake. but i can no longer think straight, keep my mouth shut, eyes open, and anything else pertaining to this relative topic. goood night..

a facaded mirage.

the t.g.i. thursdays performence went better than expected. i didnt miss a single cue either. thats a first...

at 3 20am this morning.. some how.. and as of now i still dont know why.. but i woke eilene up. came to her room.. and told her to clean up.. her school stuff was still on her desk, computer on, and folder on her bed. and the funny thing is.. unlike my other hysterical sleeping moments and bits.. i was fully awake when i did this. i just cant remember why i did.. so eilene told me that she was completely weird today because of the lack of uninterrupted sleep.

in drama yesterday.. me and my group performed the soap opera we worked on for a few days. it was wicked awesome. and today.. everyone else went. wicked funny stuff.

so the pictures go..
shadow hand.
eilene feet.
tsa-kim, mr. norman, kyle.
snail.
snail.
parents.
feet.















--EDIT
i saw hail for the first time today!!

a trickle of z's.

today is a good day for sleep. billy and i are sleeping a bit earlier than usual and rachael is too. nick hopefully would have fallen asleep the moment his head hits the pillow.

the ever applicable, versitile shiny object.

with the arrival of a many things that just tick you off. there is usually the one that could put you over the edge, or back on safe ground. i am writing this blog post at 1 06am on the behalf of those who do read my blog. a fair warning for the things to come ahead.. i am listening to mood inducing music right now.. and have no planned topics or structure to this post. the result is anything from a short post ending now. or a long ranting post to everything in between. something that i did want to mention before going on an unstoppable force of typos and sentance fragments and run-ons.. is a wish of a happy birthday to part one of five in the cinco de amigos. tyler allendar.

we met last year.. and please excuse any faulty memories.. i have been known to modify them. spanish class in freshman year was an over all class where more than the respective subject was taught. to my right sat kim que. to my left sat tyler. we were asked to find a group of people to work with on a project and at the time.. my lucky self just moved to a new state and did not know of anyone. in all of the other classes that day so far.. each one had asked of a similar group "learn more about each other" kind of activity. those were less than agreeable to what i was hoping for. but as i looked around for something new to happen my eyes met the two people sitting next to me. one at a time i saw some signals being thrown around between the two people with me right in the middle. kim was the first to speak. i agreed to her question with a yes and from that point on.. we were a rag tag group of friends in the making.

with old myspace comments and saved im conversations as my witness, the first month of my first florida school year went mostly without a hitch. as time went on. i changed and evolved with the slightest of differences. at this time i was still determined to make my relationship with anna work out. long distance in high school just did not work out for me. but before i realized that, i never had a reason to see otherwise. we talked every day, and not with instant messages or any sort of mail. but real talking. to hear the voice of someone you trust so deeply as that is something i can honestly say kept me from going day to day without a smile on my face and hope in my heart. dispite what i wanted to happen.. something i was warned of eventually came to be, we grew apart. her high school life, was just that. her life. and i wasnt apart of it. our conversations grew shorter and shorter and with less meaning in the entire conversation than a single word in our past discussions. for what seemed like ages, i could only see her come online and hope to God that something would carry on. thoughts would drift and i would wonder what fueled our past talks. i would spend hours on my bedroom floor, pitch black with my microphone at hand and google talk running only a foot away. why werent we like this any more? what happened? i can also say quite honestly that i did find out. on december 16, 2006, she broke up with me. the conversation following the break up is something i was laughing about and at her request iss till left unheard of. i was happier that day, minutes after than a week before because of what was realized. the fact that we were in a offical relationship caused the tension between us. i lost my first and only girlfriend (so far) that day.. but gained a renewed friendship which still holds strong to this very day.

the song i am currently listenign to a few of you may know. panchelbel's canon in d. i was first shown this song a time after i saw the movie "my sassy girl" an amazing korean film where the song was redone and used in. at first it was filed among the ranks but a day not unlike this one (which is quite of the norm) i sat down at my computer, turned the volume up, shut off my moniter and just listened to the song in the pitch black. the mp3 that i have is only five minutes and twenty two seconds long. the time it took to finish the song felt like my lifetime. happy memories of the life that has already been lived lingered in my mind. i have never felt more at peave or safe that in the moment where i am so lost in the music that i even forgot where i was or the amount of time going past.

in a few hours (1 51am) a day just like today, a normal day, will start. i will wake up, go to school, finish periods one to seven, practice the lighting for the upcoming show on thursday, come home, eventually do my homework, eat dinner, normal online activities, not forget to post up pictures for that day's post, blog of the days events and sleep. the only thing i ever look forward to in a normal day is.. the people. my family that i help wake up, or that help me wake up. students that i see on my way to school. my friends in periods one to seven. the classmates and teachers i work with after school. my dad that drives me home. my mom that cooks food everyday for me. the friends and family i talk to online. my readers that enjoy my blog. and the people that help me go to sleep at night. (homework excluded, no one likes homework)

the previous section was to let everyone know, that no matter how numerous the times i do or say something. or no matter how little i do or say anything.. that.. you are important. (anyone up for more corn..-iness) also it was to complete my future section of this blog post. each paragraph or section in part of the master layout of.. introduction, past, present, future, conclusion. see i can say something with meaning once in a while. even if it is uninteresting and without pictures sometimes.

p.s. www.youtube.com/watch?v=6AXPnH0C9UA funny stuff that eilene sent me.
i also have the mp3 if anyone wants it.. its wicked tiny and converted from youtube .flv video to .mp3 file using zamzar.
p.p.s. (2 08am) yeah my brain is going to kill me tomorrow.. literary.. and after its done beating me in the face for staying up this long.. and making a post for an hour.. it will tell me to stop listening to such girly music. (see playlist in previous post)

déjà vécu.

there is a strong desire to put the last four years of my life on repeat a couple times. just to see the possibilities. the past few days though have seemed to been put on repeat already.

on a short notice, i am going to be staying after school wednesday and thursday for a show my school is putting on. "t.g.i thursdays" i am doing the lighting again or maybe sound board.. either way this show should be easy. its free and we havent been working too much on it. on wednesday i usually stay after for literary club.. hmmm.. a dilemma. but i know i am going to tsa that day. oh and its march 6th, a thursday.. hence the name.

when i got home today. eilene was still at beta club and i spent my time cleaning up the laptop and the usual online activities which will now be listed again.. deviantart, facebook, gmail, lifehacker, and people's blogs. and eventually through some chain of events i was asleep and eilene was having a hard time to wake me up. i think kim was on the phone.. then after dinner did some more work on the laptop, the brain game.. and some work on my own computer.

today was mostly boring.. as you can see with all the lists. sorry again for the lack of pictures but it is getting late and i did waste more time today.. i found out that i didnt have any homework..

cut short.

the majority of my blog post titles aren't ever directly related to the day's events. and usually own myself will understand how it does relate. also i havent ever explained the titles. just to let that out in the open, ill explain this one. of all the goals ive set for myself or of all the things im trying to reach for. they have been cut short. in the short term.. today i didnt start working until only a few hours ago.. and played around wasting time up until that point. long term.. i had my sights set on a new england college, and with all the benefits i might get if i stay in florida.. great colleges and universities will cost about the same as billy is paying for malden catholic. and for the kinda short term maybe long term.. ive been trying to keep my eyes open for girlfriend. ahahaha...

i woke up at 8 30ish and havent a clue when i got up.. but didnt get on the computer until 12. which was after i ate and washed up a bit. then did my laundry, cleaned up room a bit, played that facebook brain game.. almost beat anna's score.. then kim beats everyone's score.. except for lisa. that alien girl... while im still just nerd level.. and messed around with the laptop while on damn small linux.

a little bit more important than part of the day's events.. is through ib i wanna be able to say i have a definitive group of people around with me. kim, tyler, nick, and alex.. are the people who im betting on will become a more tight-knit group of people. kim brought up that it all started in spanish class last year. so we were trying to come up with group names. and nick came up with "cinco de amigos" in chem class. i was working at the time so i kinda shooed the idea away.. but i guess subconsciously i liked it.. cause while on the phone with kim, i independently came up with that name.. not even realizing that nick had said it a day before.
now i wanna making shirts. mine will say.. (if we make 'em) top line is from billy.

'Tis the life we lead.

cinco de amigos! <-- in caps.

ive run out of things to say. and currently too lazy to get the pictures to upload so ill have to get on that tomorrow.

damn small linux.

right now i am running dsl or damn small linux. i have tried xubuntu, and it isnt as easy to use as dsl because it just takes too long to load up. and by the way this can be run from a flash drive.. but i havent figured that out yet. to make up for yesterday's post and still not bored you to death.. (if youve been okay so far.. then you should be fine) i decided to maybe add some pictures. but eilene stil has her camera.. and i dont know how to get the pictures from that using dslinux so ill have to wait.

my room is a complete mess. eventually it runs through cycles of clean to messy and back to clean. and messy again to start the cycle once over. laundry everywhere.. messy desk.. chess set on the floor.. no television.. oh my.

on the same trip as picking up eilene from the manatee center.. me and eilene went to jaycee park! it was the place that for school she did lab work at with her chemistry class. from the description it seemed like a cool place. but when we got there.. obviously it was filled with kids.. so instead to occupy our time we walked around on the beach. so many tiny snails. if i were to sit down and pick up all the snails i could without moving my bum, id probably get at least twenty. we have pictures of those..

then after the park.. since only a few minutes away.. we went straight to lincoln park academy for the night of the stars event i was working for. i was kinda early but people did start to come in eventually. everything went smoothly, except for a few slip-ups. having two people yell to one person about two different things to do.. is really confusing. all the while the whole auditorum is staring up at your mistake. my new job was basically play the dvds/presentations of the show.. and switch between the night of the stars screen and the dvd player screen as both were hooked up to the big projector in the auditorium. one of the videos though.. the speaker caught me off guard.. i put the video in at the right time.. but was told to stop it. and when i stopped it.. i switched back to the other screen. then i was told i should have already had the other screen up.. and i have to switch back and hit play on the dvd. so in the audience.. the only thing that was seen was a random crazy switching of pictures and videos. had some of the food after it was all over, which was good food.. just no drinks besides water. also i took one of the three minute dvd presentations of the person who won the teacher of the year award (biggest one there) mr. norman! who is my tsa advisor and a realllly cool person. the only other thing that i took home was only of those hollywood "markers" that people hold in front of a scene and say.. "scene one, take five"

at home. i wished jan another happy birthday (im glad she had a good day). also played about three hours worth of the facebook brain game. anna's score in the game.. kicked mine in the butt. then she told me to get higher than her boyfriend quoc's score which was 1890. which was higher than hers.. and i knew it would be either impossible or take a while. then as im trying my best to entertain myself while still trying to beat quoc. anna instant messages me saying she has a new high score. "1901" oh joy. after than.. i finally beat.. her old score.. no!!!

then i got damn small linux, put it on a cd, and then ran it.. and now here i am.. talking to billy online. and blogging in firefox. its really fast. crazy fast even.