water, water everywhere.

today i went to the hospital to visit family. he is doing better than from what my mom told me a few days ago. i will not go into detail.

woke up earlier than normal at 7 00am and did not get home till around 6 00pm from what i can remember. played a bit more of project gotham. and then.. went online.

i hate that i nearly had the chance to talk to jenn again. she even sent me a voicemail. but "gah!" to me for missing it. i checked my facebook and email before signing on to aim (google talk was already on) and talking to a bunch of people. eventually it dwindled down to just billy and rachael. and me and billy played a round of poker before he had to goto sleep for school tomorrow. and as of now it is just me and rachael talking about whatever comes up. then eventually it will be just me and dreamland.

before i played a round of poker, i could hear thunder outside. so i asked rachael if she wanted to head outside because she said that she felt guilty being on the computer during spring break. (which i was also feeling a bit of that guilt.) then this conversation took place.

me: if you go outside then..
me: i will too
me: :D
rachael: to do .. what exactly?
me: hmm.. i havent arrived at that answer yet..
me: but i fear that reasons will hold me back.
rachael: ah
rachael: okay lets do it
rachael: ready set go
me: are you heading out now?
rachael (11:37:52 PM): yes i am

i turned on the shower, to hide my noise of going outside. then because my room is connected to the bathroom which is connected to the guest room, i locked everything except my room. the house is alarmed with an alarm on the doors and windows of my house. so if i went through the front door it would make a "beep beep" noise. miraculously one of the few windows that does not have the alarm on it is also the only window without a screen on it. so with the shower on.. the doors locked and my mind set on doing nothing outside at 11 37pm at night.. i opened the windows and went out. sadly it was not raining when i went out.. but i did go to the front lawn just to sit out and about for a little while. above the guest room window is a motion sensor light outside. so when i left the window.. it freaked me out a little bit. my activities consisted of laying down on my back looking up at the stars/ at the lightning lit sky. after a few minutes i forgot to shut the window i left out of.. and i ran back to make sure no bugs would get inside. after i got back to the grass in the front.. i sat pretzel shaped for a few more minutes and had the sudden urge to do some handstands. i do not think i did very well with those or the kart wheels but it was fun to just go outside and be just a little bit more free in grass. eventually came back inside at 11 51pm.

adieu. (2 08am)