short post.

a short post for a short day..
in school, half day.. in my english class.. rachael tried learning how to skip from mrs. spooner.. and didnt work out so well. fun to watch though. from 7th period to 4 30pm i was doing work for night of the stars. i am no longer doing lights.. but video presentation instead.. getting home is a blur and i cant remember anything about it.. but at home.. talked to kim, went online, played facebook brain game (im getting worse..), and checked out a few blogs.

gooood night. and happy birthday to jan. my awesomer cousin of the bunch. it's 1 45am so technically it counts..

from six feet to above ground.

as of now this is also a late post at 12 27am.

my sixth period was as i described it earlier today.. depressing. covering fcat math isnt the happiest thing in the world but that did not till my scale in anyway. my math teacher took a survey of the ib sophomores to see who was going to stay in the ib program for junior and senior year. a lot of the people raised their hand in my class. and it's not that i knew most of them too well or personally but to see that many people just pick up and go from this is depressing in my case. sort of the same feeling you get when you watch a movie and the character walks away on a lonely road. now that feeling seems out of place in that situation but any insight as to why that was felt..would be helpful.

fiftieth post! -- i hate spelling that dang word.

took a long nap from the end of school to dinner time. and after that.. a couple things went on. i checked up on all my emails and other common online activities such as keeping up with instant messages and blogs. plus while i spoke to a few people my head started to dug into. and what i mean by that is i started to (for a second) see the world (as i know it) from an external point of view. through the actions i go through each day. time is freed to allow for thoughts to grow. and with thinking a peace of mind came about. but not a calming one. but one that figuratively stood up existed in a chaos world. but still show me what i have ahead of me with the prospect of hope. in short (for anna) i now have a peace of mind that tells me although all is in some sort of state of chaos.. ill be fine.

frogger.

going in backward chronological order.. i was complimented by my dearest pal rachael on the picture in the previous post. it seems like the gratification i got by taking the pictures was multiplied many times over with her reaction. thanks rachael and eilene for the comments and camera respectively. also kind on topic while straying away from the academic side of life.. anna got a higher score than me in the brain game and her boyfriend quoc even higher. so she sent me on a mission to beat his score. after a few more tries i got six points under anna's score. now im going to do this until i get better at it to prepare for my crusade sent by anna.

at tsa, it was an official meeting and for the majority of the time it was the higher level thinking processes taking place among the club. such as the money planning, fund raising, and prices. all centered around the same subject. kim also confirmed all of the events for be totally final so i am completely devoted to the lego event, airplane event, tech bowl event, and action figure event. (in order of importance to me) i did arrive thirty minutes after the club start time of six o' clock because my dad kept me and eilene in the car while he was finishing up work.

while in the car i was mostly bored but i did ponder a math question.. which i will type out at the end. my dad picked me and eilene up from school because we went to literary club/ lit club and save darfur club, respectively for me and eilene. it seems as though we are actually getting somewhere with the lit magazine.

during first to mid-third period, the american math competition was giving. it is basically a uber hard math test meant to pick a single handful of the country. number eighteen is actually the question i was doing in the car from this test.

oh nevermind i lost the paper but.. i do remember the question, if billy takes 9 hours to brick a new chimney and jenn takes 10 hours to brick the same chimney and with their combined effort they talk a bit so the overall rate is lowered by ten bricks per hour and they both completed the chimney in five hours.. how many bricks were needed as their total to build the chimney.

flat.

so it is 5 00am in the morning but i still want to make up for yesterday's post. this past week i have had a lessened tolerance for sleep deprivation. yesterday morning, that is.. tuesday morning, nothing less happened and during school much of the same. for my chemistry test, i aced it for a perfect score. same for a history essay i got back.

for night of the stars, i was suppose to practice my wicked awesome lighting skillz in seventh period all week, along with after school practice friday, the day before the event. but yesterday we did not get started on that.. and today errol the stage manager wasnt there. so i hope i am not in the same situation as i was when i did the lighting for the school's cinderella. i was so unprepared for the light cues..

i finished all my homework needed in school, and the work that is unfinished and due later possibly because of the "american math test" i am taking for the first few periods of the day are..... spanish workbook 35, 36. history essay project. drama emsemble performence. english essay of a summery on chapter four of "dr. jekyll and mr. hyde". math fcat practice book up to page 82. and that might be it for my week ahead of me.

eilene was watching the presidential debates on msnbc and during that i fell asleep on her bed. while that was going on my computer was turned off to check out a problem i had with a firefox extension, piclens which was reallly cool. but had some errors on my computer. my parents though turned on my computer for some printing which i had to help them out in.. and took a little nap on my bed which lasted until 3 30am this morning.

eilene also sent me this link for tesla motors sometime during the day. and when i see something i like, well.. most already know.. i become a strong advocate and walking advertisement for anyone that will listen. http://www.teslamotors.com this electric car is one of the first modern electric cars that has a good chance of getting publicity. (poor ev1) it has the acceleration of 0-60 in four seconds with top speed of 125 mph. 3.5 hours for a full charge.. and its dead hot of a car.
some other things id like to spread are.. google talk, gmail, firefox, deadaim, frostwire, seeqpod, picasa, revouninstaller, and showmypc. i might have left out some stuff.. but its getting close for me to leave for school.

adios!

locked door to my mind's eye.

yesterday's post does not exist for the sole reason being my sleep took over me too soon. i had most of it all ready and prepared, but i laid down on my bed only to find myself wake the next morning for school. i finished all my homework, which was the entire day's activities, except for spanish. today we had a spanish test, and workbook pages 35, 36 done. the workbook pages are still unfinished and the spanish test horribly failed. she gave the class time to study before hand. but this was my downfall. only thirty-five minutes to complete the test. the time slot was not totally outrageous, some did finish, but i did not look at the clock until too late, and saw myself dwelling needlessly on some stupid problems i was stuck on. i missed two sections and finished only forty questions out of an unknown number.

friday this week is a half day but lucky me is staying after school. saterday is "the night of the stars" which is this hugeee event that the people who attend are really high up there from what i was told. and my tsa adviser mr. norman is going to be there because he is a candidate for teacher of the year award in the state. i hope i dont mess this one up.

so a random part of my day worth telling in this post is when i received this application invitation on facebook. i absolutely despise over seventy percent of the invites that i get. but this one caught my attention. it is called "who has the biggest brain?" and has fun activities not unlike that of big brain academy for the ds. this is the link: Facebook | Who Has The Biggest Brain?

p.s. i forgot to turn in my electives sheet, i really need to do that tomorrow morning.
and now onto the pictures.

eureka.

i actually woke up before noon today. i left to the manatee center where eilene usually volunteers every saterday because they had a naturefest today and it was freee. it actually turned out not to be as much fun as i thought, which isnt such a bad thing because in the weee hours of the morning when eilene told me about it.. everything seems kinda fun. they did have a bird tent with owls and i think hawks. one was named turkey something.. but it was the biggest of them all. i have pictures i am going to put up after this.

after noon me and eilene left to the library because eilene's chemistry class was meeting there for the test review preparing them for monday's test. so i sat in a chair in the corner for two hours and just listened in to all the higher level chemistry. ive decided that my ib elective will be chemistry ii next year. i got some strawberries from one of the outside venders and left for home.

i had another one of those sleeping episodes again.. and figured out the reason and solution for the problem. we didnt have anything to drink the past few days except for water and i hate drinking just plain water most of the time.. so i kinda replaced the fluids in my diet with just the sugar cane that we have.. its quite tasty and juicy.. but really caused me to get dehydrated. my body usually refuses to move when im like that and thus the reason for the problems. so just drank three cups of orange juice and im fine now.

for the past few hours and yesterday i was working on a picture to compete with billy in.. and the final product does have a really busy background but also has a bunch of people from the washington trip too.. so its not like its meaningless...

oh nevermind eilene is sleeping and the pictures are with her camera.

all post and no play makes v..

today i just got the elective sheet to pick my classes next year. maybe chemistry ii because it pertains more to my interest in terms of beyond high school wise. and for regular and not ib elective.. i really want a computer class. no way in heck am i going to do music tech next year. not drama either.

it was really hot inside the house, i was feeling the irony in the situation since at the time it was snowing where most of the people i was talking to were. oh snoww...

so after my parents left the house to get food and stuffs, they called a few hours later when coming home but my mom told me to lock the doors and windows, and to arm the house alarm. the police blocked off both ends on my street supposedly to catch a criminal. oh joy..

current i am working on a picture while billy is also working on the same picture, as to win against me in a one on one competition to the photoshop death. ill post my picture when it's done.

brain storm.

in my previous post..i mentioned my playlist.. and even said that it was there for all to see.. well arent i so great that i forgot to include the link. and now with out further a due... sir ulrrrrrich von lichtenstein! playlist

after dinner. went to room to sleep.
family tried to wake me up. didnt work.
mom has trouble with printer.. didnt help out.
my dad comes in and yells at me to get up. im up really red eyed and drowsy.
and parents ask if anything is up with school or if im on drugs.
then my dad yells at me to go take a shower. his solution to all problems. (headaches, drowsiness.. illegal drugs...)
i use my towel as a pillow and fall a sleep on the bathroom floor. and eventually get in the shower.
when i get out mom says she was just worried about me since i wouldnt get up. dad's in the hallway standing there.

stupid need for sleep. stupid me for sleeping at 1 31am last night.

on a happier note. it rained today. one of those perfect heavy rains thats cold but doesnt freeze you to the bone. felt really good to run around in the rain, eilene didnt wanna go ouside though.. there was so much rain.. on the floor outside, so much rain fall.. there was actually water to move my feet around in like if i had it in the bathtub. a good mental baptism. a rebirth of thoughts. overall good feeling. but this was all before the crap above.

--EDIT
i figured out why the link didnt show up. in the linking tag i need text to have the link clickable.. my bad..

backward thinking, in a straightforward way.

even less to talk about than yesterday, especially since i havent started my homework yet. i think all i have to do is chemistry and spanish work. lucky vacationers of february. after a few long posts, and now all the shorter posts coming out.. it seems as though my mind is a bit rung out. oh goodie perfect for the next few tests im having pretty recently.

the lunar eclipse was nothing short of amazing. in simplest form.. the moon had no sunlight. wooptie doo. but this is rather than what it could be, which is so much more. thoughts race faster than the slowest moving objects and so much pondering comes to mind, that ive drawn a blank. and with all the chaos coming in the near future, my head was fully at rest. it's an odd thing being out under the night sky. seems too peaceful for the earth we are on. must be something in the air..

during the time when the eclipse started to its full arrival i was making my semi-comprehensive music playlist of all the music on my computer. only things that stood out and i could remember, made it. the thing that stucks most about making it though.. was the fact i had to make the same list five times. up until the fifth and last time.. something always went wrong that made the playlist disappear leaving me.. nearly at snapping point. here is the list for all to see and hear if requests come in for the files.

my pondering self.

tiny eclipsed moon.. in widescreen!

a leap of faith, hit or miss, and spilled milk

another list is needed for the day's events because i want to have enough time for an audio track to be made for all my victums adoring fans. kim showed me this comic book that i need to finish.. in history got an 88 on the quiz and need a 90 plus to get a 4.0 gpa again for the last semester. forgot to vaccum when i got home like i said i would.. and was messing around with audio editting instead. and today is the day that hd dvd died. yay! blu ray! so for anyone that has anything "at all"!! that is hd dvd sell it now. the new hasnt hit mainstream so maybe you can get a person to buy it from you.. if you can sleep at night is up to you. still have the laundry laid out to be folded.. might not get it done today.. and ill publish now.. but do hope for an edit today.

--EDIT
sung by v, original and background music "augustana - boston"


In the light of the sun
Is there anyone?
Oh, it has begun
Oh dear, you look so lost
Eyes are red and tears are shed
This world you must have crossed

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
You said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah

brain stew.

now, the alarms i have set on my phone are 4 45am for school and 7 30am for weekends including some various times mixed in. but with the 7 30am alarm, i always get up at 8 30ish. at my current drowsy state, i cant remember the order of events, but they do go shower, eat, online stuff, laundry, english essay on dante's inferno, crazy history essay. laundry is still waiting to be folded on my bed. the homework is finished so ill get to that soon. but not before i talk about this crazy essay.

the prompt was "If "anything" goes, then why ultimately does "one" thing go rather than another? If anything goes, why does anything go at all?" and i answered it with some help of past thoughts. essay is too long for posting here so a link is provided.
http://kenshinjr92.googlepages.com/anythinggoes.htm

also while talking to rachael about the essay the subject of religion came up.. and:
KenshinJr92 (1:23:00 PM): i took the science side
KenshinJr92 (1:23:02 PM): lol
KenshinJr92 (1:23:32 PM): no religion for me thank you. i like to leave my essay's with more of it in them.. than me.
mhmm slide (1:23:56 PM): ah
mhmm slide (1:24:05 PM): but didnt you go to catholic school in mass?
KenshinJr92 (1:24:19 PM): yup
mhmm slide (1:24:25 PM): interesting
KenshinJr92 (1:24:42 PM): lol
KenshinJr92 (1:24:57 PM): yeah, i believe in God.
KenshinJr92 (1:25:08 PM): but not the God in the Bible.
mhmm slide (1:25:32 PM): .. buddah?
KenshinJr92 (1:26:12 PM): have you ever read.. angels & demons?
mhmm slide (1:26:49 PM): oh by dan brown no i havent but i need to
KenshinJr92 (1:27:01 PM): here is an excert that i typed out
KenshinJr92 (1:27:11 PM): because it describes how i think about religion
KenshinJr92 (1:27:21 PM): i have a copy if you want to read.
KenshinJr92 (1:27:27 PM): http://kenshinjr92.googlepages.com/God.html

i might do a recording for all my fans out there on "everytime we touch, sung by goot" oh i can here the screams cheers now..

storm before the calm.

the alarm went off this morning at 7 30am. i did not wake up until 8 30am. my bad. i did get to breakfast and shower in time. while getting dress, i hear my mom knocking on my bedroom and bathroom door saying that nick is here. he brought with him.. a bag filled with, two speakers, gum, his driver's license, two rubix cubes (3x3, 4x4), red vs blue, and his ipod. we started off the day with some halo. co-op play as while as killing each other to no end. its a little fuzzy at the moment so i cant remember everything. but kim did call and i was gone for about forty minutes. played mortal kombat and tyler called saying he was going to be on his way. so with more killing in mortal kombat and halo.. nick ate a bit and my tyler sense went off. we all went outside because it was a while since tyler called so we figured that he'd be coming soon. my bike was in front of my garage and nick hopped on it and we brought out the unicycle. that didnt work out so well.. and eilene got pictures of that. while trying out the unicycle and devil sticks.. tyler arrived! and he was driving himself too. for a while we where all outside and every so often we got more stuff from inside. there was the bike, devil sticks, hoola hoop, poi, unicycle, and exercise jump rope. when we went inside we switched off beating each other in halo and mortal kombat. then moved to my room after eating. tyler tried figuring out petals around the rose and failed. then we listened to my music selection and eilene pulled up "goot-everytime we touch" and well.. with a mic in my hand i just needed to sing along..



and now monday is a day filled with homework. english essay and history essay. plus chemistry i finished in school for some people.

first double post. just kidding.

usually if i go over on a day. i still want it to make logical sense day wise.. so i put the time at 11 11 pm of the day i want and just start typing away.. well this time instead of just recapping in today's actual one i will just make it a double post. yesterday was a good day in terms of working. after school (friday of my three-day weekend) played around with splinter cell for a wee little bit, not my type of game. but i bet i can get in to it.. afterwards i was off to frank's house to work on a tsa project.

on the ride, ive noticed i fall asleep far too easy. which is a reflection on even when im not in a car. i sleep far too much. and it happens far too often. but aside from that, when i got to frank's house i passed by kim's house (by accident, went wrong side of street) i thought to myself, ahaha she could be at the house in minutes since they live so close. its great to live next to family. had that with the apartment building i use to live in. i did ring the doorbell. no one answered. rang it again. no answer. then frank's little little brother came and answered the door. i asked if frank was home, and he nodded. then i asked if he was inside while pointing inside, he nodded again and ran to frank's bedroom door. then i found out that frank was still in bed.. ahh so lazy, didnt even prepare for the arrival of his event partners.

when we did get started on everything it went from utter confusion with the legos and software. to random idea testing. to understanding the software, and frank building a superb lergo piece to try it on. the last work we did was to make the device move forward for two seconds, then back for two seconds, then spin for ten seconds and stop. if i got that much cheering that we gave that little piece of technology, for going forward, back, and spinning.. well.. let's just say.. my self-esteem would be high.

after i got home, i played mortal kombat for a bit.. and ate dinner and then i guess i fell asleep while watching some auto-play scenes from the mortal kombat menus. two hours later.. eilene finds me and on floor sleeping. she was able to get me to my bed, which i dont remember doing at all. we laughed about it later that she knows how i operate, if she gets me up i goto my room to sleep and all without me ever being awake. and now for today...

woke up at 7 00am. got all my online and morning routines done. my parents left sometime later to drop eilene off. and on their way to pick her up.. called to see if i wanted to go asian food shopping. now by that time, i dont exactly know what was up with my head.. but it just didnt seemed.. "balenced" and declined their offer. they did come back with rice, and an aloe drink for me, plus much other random things. i didnt go to the fair as planned with kim. cause of stupid reasons and she went with our friend alex, and had a great time. so all is well. 

just recently saw "letters from iwo jima" on amc for the world televison premiere. and it is one of the best movies i have seen in a good amount of time. only a quarter of the way in did i realize that the movie was in black and white, plus remembered that eilene was watching it with me. in the dark living room, it lead me and i was quite captured by it. 

tomorrow. nick and maybe tyler are coming to my house to play a round of halo2. havent hung out with kim in a while. my fault D;. 

p.s. this was going to be my first double post.. because i forgot to post yesterday before falling asleep on the floor. but i made this post in the morning and finished it at 11 18pm. soo just combined the posts again like i usually do.

three times.

definately too much sleep today. not from the fact that i fell asleep after school again. but the few seconds in which my bus had stop for my stop and me and eilene were both sound asleep. course until the bus driver was yelling to wake us up. a rude awaken to a good dream. a nice short round of yelling and laughter, oh joy. 

firefox now works with blogger. i had found out that the problem i had was from a corrupted cookie. so got rid of the cookies and problem solved. another unimportant occurence that went on today was the pantamime that we did for the first time. only a draft.. but it still bombed. 

on a more important note. i actually had some meaningful conversations go on today. of course through the medium of instant messaging but still meaningful nonetheless.  my friend rachael seemed to want to have her ear disappear because of the pain that it was causing her. yay for webmd symptom checker. also it seems as though the gift that i was talking about last night, did have its intended target and effect. rachael liked the creativity. and as per request of my dear sister pearline! i shall describe the gift at the end of the post. 

only a few hours ago, i had found out that my family and social life are separate. which is a sad realization to me. the blog link.. http://intwocorners.blogspot.com stands for the two corners in which im backed up into. my social and academic life. the title is the same as the link with some added text underneth. "backed into a corner. twice." this is because i am currently behind the eight ball in both lives. and with my sad realization now it seems that i am behind the eight ball in three aspects. with school, myself, and family. im backed into a corner. three times. 

yesterday night i spent a good amount of time helping out a friend. im proud of the result of his forward thinking and effort and my imput. to start of with traditional and classic. he bought chocolate for her. this is where he breaks free from the most typical. in the song i have in a recent post, one key line in the song is "you pulled out a pass that says you can take me anywhere..." a pass was made for her. one side - To: Anywhere. the other side - a poem.

I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away.

I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but it got thrown away.

I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. 

So, I wrote your name in my heart and forever it shall stay.

thanks pearline for showing me that poem way back when.

with the chocolate and pass, some technology was brought into this. he wrote a poem and used a cute and adorable service called "hadtosay.com" made an account, put the poem on there. and it gave him a message id. and a pin. inside a beautiful origami heart (maybe rachael can take a picture of it later for all to see) he wrote the url: hadtosay.com, id and pin. i can only assume that she went to the link, used the id and pin and saw his awesome poem. 

stupid cupid.

today i got a haircut! i forgot how amazing a new haircut feels. if i had money to blow, id spend one part of it on a weekly haircut. now haircuts arent ever this important to me but i think it is true that id get a weekly haircut with a load of money. after the haircut, i took a shower to get the tiny pieces of hairout and not all over my room and bed. (guys should know this, girls not so much) and went to tsa. but not before i talked to jenn! yay. good to hear her voice again. shes made cookies! she was saddened by the fact i could not taste them being so far away and all. but i told her i could taste it.. from my heart. umm.. yummy.  

at tsa. one of the better meetings of the year. something was finalized and something was done. now on friday ill be over someone's house from 4 30 to God knows when. a event called systems control technology. or something or rather. 

school related issues or more.. events type things going on today consisted of an ib talking meeting in history class with dr. trew. the ib coordinator. im overflowing with excitedness for ib now. not for the bumps in the road that ib will cause. but the chaning of the flat tires with the help of my friends when the bump just gets a little too big. yup its true a lot of my anaologies dont make sense. oh well. and tomorrow we perform the rough, really rough version of the pantamime. ironicly its on valentines day. and the last academic related topic lies after the school hours.. at home. to stay awake i played xbox. less than thirty minutes and im offically not addicted anymore. 

and more recently i have acted on the role of cupid.

i hope the arrows i shoot have deadly aim.

unknown depth.

of course today of all days is the day in which has the most worthless of thoughts floating around in my head. why is today of all days so special? because among the sludge in my head i wanted to try to find a jem. its getting harder to find them.

i didnt wake up on time again. stayed up just talking to eilene for around forty minutes or so past midnight. which of course created the perfect mind for taking the fcat writes+ thing today. basically a standardized english test with one essay and two multiple choice sections. if i dont pass i dont graduate. oh goodie. only had periods five to seven which were about half work and half play. when i got home though, i stayed true to my promise of not playing the xbox but instead was only able to entertain myself with slumber. this was a good and bad choice on my part. i probably needed to sleep but i hate wasting away on my bed instead of living it out. outside was nasty, muggy air so didnt want to go biking or stay outside at all. but the air did turn to rain and its thundering outside with heavy rain at the moment. i woke up for dinner with most of the family having tried to already wake me up. sorry eilene... and from that went onto the computer for the normal various activities.

excluding the fcat and the following few sentences, the day was mostly normal. but something that was not something done everyday was that i wrote a paragraph for jenn, not intended for anyone other than her when written it may sound a little inclusive to her. i will not lose her.

jenn, we havent talked in weeks. the fact i can use such an increment of time so easily disturbs me. i havent changed in the time we ve been away. since although a long time.. it has not been long enough for anything noticeable. you have been important in life and i refuse to lose you. the goal of this message is to be sent around every place you can receive it digitally, sadly you wont be finding a letter with this content inside. from voicemail to myspace, i hope this message travels and i also hope you read it at least twice when you will without a doubt see it more than that. ive written everything down, in a retrievable format, that has gone on in my head and around myself. my blog is an outlet for myself but im wishing it’s a plug for you to be able to see into a vague but important life.

p.s. sometimes the spotlight gets a little too bright.

p.p.s. i hope the weather clears up. (nick)

p.p.p.s. something important has been withheld from me by tyler.

you can take me anywhere.

not many important points to mention.. but the ones that can be least important enough to be tossed in a list are.. finished oddworld: stranger's wrath (one of the most touching and good story lines in a game i have played in too long), aced a history quiz, won in bingo in english class, and felt guilty in my music tech class.

in my music tech class.. its all the people who run the auditorium. the teacher called me up to ask if i could wait around there a bit to help some people set up a video.. but tomorrow i have fcat writes tomorrow morning till forth period. so i couldnt do it.. and he mentioned in conversation. "you know that we are preparing you guys to take over errol's position. right?" now i did know that so i answered accordingly but i dont plan on taking that class next year. i have only one free elective not counting the ib elective for a possible chem ii. and i have been guilted into too many things before.. so i better tell them this before this get rough later on. they actually havent taught me anything so its not like they spent much time on me but i do have sixty hours of volunteer work with them..

other school related business that is going on is, my drama class is doing group pantamimes.. which is slightly different from mime but same concept. and the story goes is that im cupid, and two couples of negin+katie, amy+ayla are going to a mini golf place. the a&a couple walk in and pay me the admission since im posing at a worker there without their knowledge. at this point when they give me the money its painfully obvious that im drunk. while amy goes to get food/drinks and ayla ties her shoe.. negin+katie pay the admission too and walk around next to ayla tieing her shoe. i see this as a perfect moment to mess with the couples and i shoot an arrow into ayla while shes tieing her shoe. (perfect moment for some sound effects) and she looks up not to find amy.. her lover but instead sees katie. this forces ayla to love katie and she walks in between negin and katie to split them up. ohh snap drama! something odd happens here that causes negin to do some slapping. some plot points are here and negin is shot by me sometime after and falls for amy. so the only sane people are amy and katie, while negin and ayla are love crazy for the wrong people.. they find out im the cause of trouble somehow.. maybe cause they are cheatingon each other.. someone can cry.. and this can break my evil love spell.. they all get mad at me and chase me off set..

im listening to juliana theory - we're at the top of the world.
we're at the top of the world,
you and i.
we've got a lot of time
and it sure feels right.
cause you reached in your pocket
and pulled out a pass
that says you can take me anywhere.

cheated.

as for the missing post yesterday, my family and i celebrated chinese new year and i fell asleep while watching mythbusters. part 2 of the bond edition by the way.. my mom cooks amazingly good food, the classic eggroll to perfection, a chicken filled and its bones removed so it has form but you can just eat right through it.. among other things. an old asian couple and a neighbor from some place came by and had lunch with us. after that the day was mostly occupied with some good ol' gaming of oddworld stranger's wrath. then a normal end of the day finished everthing off. got a red envelope from the parents. good luck for the year, i hope it works. i forgot to mention that me and eilene played some mortal kombat and i did win a few rounds.. eilene's controller seems less responsive than mine since its wireless (or so she uses as an excuse..) and she plans on getting a new wired one. still thinking on whether or not to keep the wireless one.

as for today. on the agenda i had some math and laundry to do. but didnt get around to doing the math till 10 00, and laundry started at 3 00 but ended recently also.. in fact i still need to fold the pile of clothes on my bed. the rest of the time was spent playing oddworld: stranger's wrath. it has a great storyline, which is the main reason its so addicting.. but damn myself for my affinity for cheating on self restrictions. its a flaw im trying to fix but its hard to sway against the side of me thats lazy and stupid.

i cheated time, it was not spent but wasted. the cause: myself. what else to do but wait.
though i dont think waiting will do anything. time doesnt heal or solve problems.. it merely opens up oppotunities for actions to happen. so this is the thought process straight from my head. no editing but a few taps of the backspace key. final conclution: finish oddworld, stop playing xbox for a while.

when does mere venting become ranting and then onto whining. is it all relative to the person?


--EDIT
nick has refused to tell me some important information, as of his reading this i do not know the status of that current situation im hoping its improved a bit.

sleep. sleep, and oh! some games.

i was right about the history test grade, i missed just one question, but with the extra 4 points i went from 98 to 100 since mr. brazee doesnt go above a hundred. in drama the past two days we have been watching the musical 1776 which has mr. feeny in it. its not so bad.. just the class doesnt allow me to hear and get most of it. feeny sings well.. and a tornado drill went on today after my chemistry test. just had to go to first floor and sit in the hallway for a few minutes. i wish the drills were more exciting.. like scenarios that arent so regular, like what happens if anything goes on while classes are changing? or if a group of kids really do go missing.. teachers need to be prepared for this too and the students should be able to set this up. or something like "oh gosh! kenny's on fire!!" ahaha that would be something to see. by the time i got home though, i went to sleep a bit. halfway through that, anna called.. and eilene said "oh he's sleeping" and i guess i mumbled a sort of response, so eilene gave me the phone. all i remember of the conversation is.. anna saying "okay ill let you go back to sleep" and responding to that.. "okay" and i left the phone in my hand as i fell back asleep. my mom called the phone and eilene was looking for it, and it was still open in my hand that the time..

eilene did wake me up for dinner though with the enticement of going to gamestop to pick up the xbox game if we had time after dinner.. so i got together and we did go to gamestop, eilene got mortal kombat: deception, for 8 dollars i think. i got splinter cell for 2 dollars, and oddworld: stranger's wrath for 13 dollars. all fun games but havent tried splinter cell yet. and eilene has offically pwned my butt at mortal kombat. i havent won a game with her yet. one round though...

just also realized that i havent shown you guys the xbox with accessories/games yet. ill get that photo soon.
going to bed earlier cause celebrating chinese new year tomorrow. gotta get up at 8 00am.

unbound.

well today's post will have a few details of yesterday if i can remember them. my primary reason for a missing post yesterday was because when i did have free time to post i was making a flash object, which you can see below, of billy's photo manipulation.

had some trouble sleeping last night and had some trouble waking up this morning too. but aced a history test, helped a few people in chemistry class, and did some stuff for preparing for fcat, which is like mcas.. when i got home though, i was inspired by billy's blog post of an ice bath that i wanted to experience the same.. (kinda..) so filled up a tub of water, but did not put the ice in yet.. since parents might need ice later.. but did hop in for a bit. the activities shifted from bath to computer with my renewed interest in photo manipulation which i used my dear friend rachael's picture in.. the result of 2-3 hours of work below.

p.s. happy chinese new year!
p.p.s good luck tyler on the eye.

only one thing you can do when their full dead.

im nearly dead, no physically (no exercise not possible ahaha.), or mentally from homework but in spirit. following a similar pattern for the rest of my life is a big fear. their are more important things i should be worrying about like the spanish quiz in a few hours.. or the history essay/project. but i guess it just makes life easier to run on a schedule. the three biggest physical changes in the recent life are the unicycle.. xbox and guitar. no comfort found. yet.

from freedom.

nothing to different about the start of the day. mostly tired from posting last night. but after school when i did get home, i had already finished my homework in school.. so it should have been a peaceful day full of rest.. but when i got home.. i had forgotten the security code for the house. so oh golly gee the alarm went off wicked loud all over the house and nearly bled my ears out.. i had typed in 2603.. which when i hit the number 2 i freaked out cause i forgot the numbers after that.. and the system called my mom and asked if she wanted the police to surround the house cause alarms 5 and 10 went off being the motion sensor and front door respectively. they let her put them on hold while she called her kid which was me to see if he set off the alarm.. but eilene being at beta club had the phone, so she called the neighbor's house and i figured out that i only got 1/4 of the number right.. the 26 was from my lunch meal code.. and the zero.. just felt right.. but totally wrong. and the three was in the wrong place too. after that hectic situation i fell asleep till dinner time. since i did not have any homework i occupied my time with the normal internet activities and billy's chem homework.. plus a refreshing dose of online poker.

i swear the unicycle is getting harder and harder to ride..

streched.

today just seemed to have gone on too long. first woke up around 10 00ish or 12 00ish i cant remember.. and today's activities consisted of laundry, history essay, super bowl watching.. D:, playing halo 2 with eilene (15 kills to 10, shes not so bad), practicing with unicycle, and normal online activities.

nothing in particular to talk about other than the fact i have missed a lot of days this past week. hence all the 11 11pm posts.

diamond in the rough.

nothing in the slightest importance went on today. i woke up at 7 00 and my parents went to a home show which i decided wouldnt have interested me.. so i stayed home and watched the "making of halo 2" which was on a dvd in the collector's edition of halo 2 that i got. honestly one of the best "making-of 's" i have seen. then various activities occupied the day.. such as.. halo with and without eilene, helping with and eating eggrolls, and helping to clear out my parent's computer.

the last one was done not too long ago from now.. 12 21am .. and while i was on their i saw some old pictures and documents that made me nostalgic. and since their computer now was the old living room computer.. we all had profiles on there. when i got eilene to clean up her files on there, we came across a video i have been keeping my eyes out for, for years..!! this is the result of talent, with lack of a constructive means to express it..

the video was made.
Wednesday, August 04, 2004, 10:58:36 PM

apoligies for my laziness.

so this window has been up here since the 31st. never got around to blogging though. the xbox has been good beat halo 2. now i need to do it on heroic! but aside from that.. on the 31st i saw beauty and the beast at port saint lucie high school. the vocals were amazing, with the costumes, sets, music, acting, and auditorium. around 2 mil was spent on their auditorium too. one of the best shows i have seen to date, it was also a free dress rehearsal.

so i have also tried motivating jenn too blog. but that hasnt worked out so well.. i myself have been slacking a bit.. i have got to get to that..

all friday after school, i was mostly not very productive.. i even fell asleep in the guest room. i figure i should go outside a bit. i was hoping that people could come over and play halo with me.. but my parents wont be home so no one can.. i guess ill be online, doing homework, or outside.

did not come around to apologizing for my laziness but instead ill upload a picture of me and a unicycle..