cheated.

as for the missing post yesterday, my family and i celebrated chinese new year and i fell asleep while watching mythbusters. part 2 of the bond edition by the way.. my mom cooks amazingly good food, the classic eggroll to perfection, a chicken filled and its bones removed so it has form but you can just eat right through it.. among other things. an old asian couple and a neighbor from some place came by and had lunch with us. after that the day was mostly occupied with some good ol' gaming of oddworld stranger's wrath. then a normal end of the day finished everthing off. got a red envelope from the parents. good luck for the year, i hope it works. i forgot to mention that me and eilene played some mortal kombat and i did win a few rounds.. eilene's controller seems less responsive than mine since its wireless (or so she uses as an excuse..) and she plans on getting a new wired one. still thinking on whether or not to keep the wireless one.

as for today. on the agenda i had some math and laundry to do. but didnt get around to doing the math till 10 00, and laundry started at 3 00 but ended recently also.. in fact i still need to fold the pile of clothes on my bed. the rest of the time was spent playing oddworld: stranger's wrath. it has a great storyline, which is the main reason its so addicting.. but damn myself for my affinity for cheating on self restrictions. its a flaw im trying to fix but its hard to sway against the side of me thats lazy and stupid.

i cheated time, it was not spent but wasted. the cause: myself. what else to do but wait.
though i dont think waiting will do anything. time doesnt heal or solve problems.. it merely opens up oppotunities for actions to happen. so this is the thought process straight from my head. no editing but a few taps of the backspace key. final conclution: finish oddworld, stop playing xbox for a while.

when does mere venting become ranting and then onto whining. is it all relative to the person?


--EDIT
nick has refused to tell me some important information, as of his reading this i do not know the status of that current situation im hoping its improved a bit.